1.5 tanks.

Of gas. Went to SJ and hella other cities today. I was gone from 9am-6pm. I'm pooped.



Hate having you in the back of my mind all the time. I need to promise myself to NEVER give into a man's word. I have to be more careful and not be so easy to trust. I think it's about time I put back up that wall and keep my guard up again.



And as for you. I'm sorry that things have changed so much between us. A lot has happened since you you decided to up and leave, and self-realizations got the best of my heart this time around. Can't keep letting you dip in and out my life like it's okay. I care for you so much and I want you all for myself the way it used to be.. But someone that I really look up to told me not to settle.. And I think I'm gonna have to follow that right now. I know that there's someone out there that deserves me at my best and worst, and I'm willing to wait for him to find his way into my life.