speaking of rekindling friendships..

la ryan contacted me today along with other urban outfitters people about dinner tomorrow at fugis.. kinda surprising since i haven't been a part of that "circle" for awhile now. i kinda took for granted back then being included, but now i'm grateful for each and everyone one of them. i definitely would've seen sacramento in a totally different light if i hadn't worked there. anyway, i'm really excited to see them cause it's been a month since our last group orgy-- i mean get together..

besides that though,

remember in mean girls when lindsay lohan was like.. "i need to suck out all the poisen in my life."?

i think that's exactly what i need to do to have my old life back.
i need to make an effort to visit my cousins more. no more mia from jeromes life. me and my dad need to fix whatever void is missing between us. stop lying to my mom about little things. go back home to rancho more often. fix broken friendships. and pay off all my debt so i can stop being such a bitter asshole all the time. :)