THAT ONLY HAPPENS IN MOVIES.

i'm not really the type to be into surprises, romantic dates, cutesie talk, and all that gay shit.. but you know i was thinking, and maybe it would be nice sometimes to have that. yesterday, i was told that i have a cold heart. and i'm starting to think that maybe i do? i've gotten so used to NOT be surprised, NOT being romantic, and NOT being cutesie.. that it's become who i am. then i look at my other friends and lately this strange, awkward, and kind of ugly feeling comes over me.................................................................. like jealousy??! :x

i'm not saying that i'm not happy, don't get me wrong. me and him are cutesie and gay in our own way.. but the stuff that "happens in movies" would be nice once in awhile.

=p

just something ridiculous i thought up while i was laying in bed this morning.

ANYWAY,
it's friday... there is a lot going on in sacramento tonight. but i need to refrain from getting nasty (and when i say nasty i mean drunk) because i need to wake up around 8am tmw to make it to san jose. fml fml fml fml.



ps- that ice cream paint job is a catch... yeeee budddy