"At least you owned up to your feelings"

Sadly for me, I'm back here again to tell you that I miss you. I know that I'll never have you the way I dream about, but I just want you to know that I'm here. You told me once that I don't need someone to make me happy. If you can still carry on with your life with everything she's put you through, I'm open to taking your advice. You're such a strong person. I wish I could be too, but something about you just makes me weak. You're different from the rest, and the one I can't have.